if only i.. part 2

To be honest, my life...isn't that great.. I don't consider..it as good either...my life...is like a piece of trash...waiting to be thrown away.. I'm not..capable on keeping my life as i want it to be. Half of my life is only fantasy...something that i made up each and everytime i think. Reality is just a side effect..from my fantasy. Imagination is my only friend. Where ever i go..it will acompany me. I'm only happy in fantasy...in reality i'm just a boring person to talk to..