loser

aku rasa down gila hari nie..rasa cam bodoh jer..umur dh 27...apa pun xde..member2 aku semua dh happy dh dgn life diorg..ader yg dh kawin..ada dh ada anak..aku..nie..habuk pun xde..malu siot..org lain kerja bagus2..aku nie..keje..pun..xtetap...nie pun...member aku yg tarik aku keje dgn dia.. memang pening skit la keje dia...tapi..ader future.. entah la..aku takut..future aku.. je yg xde...agak nye..nie la..dia contoh loser..aku..huan. i hate myself...for not trying hard enough. i should have everything i wanted in front of me..but no..i keep fucking it all up...damn..